the pseudo-bloggish tale of one severely depressed guy's unfortunate mishaps along the tragedy-strewn downhill path to figuring out just who the hell he is, just where the hell he went wrong, plus, just what the hell he can still do, and maybe, just why the hell this keeps happening to him, but hopefully, just how the hell to move forward.

"It's like a fifty-piece logic puzzle of blue skies.
  I hate puzzles."
~ some guy.

"There's a point to all of this, I have to suspect.
  I just haven't figured it out yet."
~ other guy.

"What? Is this guy retahded or something?" ~ that guy.

presented: via outlined dot org realms, with samples included.
best viewed: larger screen, lesser font/margins. it should look/read like whole pages.
adapted: from alpha.InspirationalAgony.org [v0.99a] (with limited modification).
preface: at silent.PonderHouse.com/alpha
concept: upon expounding Idea(s).
fully navigable.. in theory.


be well.


ps. does the ebook look really (or even kinda) wrong, somehow?
  click menu/feedback, explain. devs love quirks.

topics: unemployment, divorce, disability, mental health, chronic pain, financial failure, foreclosure, trauma, recovery, programming, technology, innovation, sociology, philosophy, generation why, inspirational agony, mental manifestations, open source.